Last night was the first night I slept in a long time. The past few weeks I’ve been ready to go to sleep decently early and I just lay in bed. Tossing in turning, going from my phone to lap top back to my phone. I couldn’t turn the little switch off in my brain but for no reason. No I’m not stressed but like I’ve been vent about, I haven’t been to happy with myself. Yesterday was day one of my diet and like I said I finally slept good! I woke up at 9:30 feeling refreshed. Made a decent egg white and kale avocado toast with everything bagel seasoning and some sweet tangerine tea! And I just did a 45 minute Vixen dance work out (if you’re a female and love hip hop music, I totally recommend this), plus a 25 minute yoga and meditation session with my gem stones so I can bring in positive energy, abundance and love. I’m feeling strong and even more determined to snap out of the rut I was in!! I know that this is just the first part of my life style change, I know it’s not gunna happen over night but now at least my foot is in the door!!

Last tuesday, March 19th was my 27th birthday and all week i was a lazy piece of sh*t. I ate like crap, drank wine every night and literally didn’t have a single care in the world, EVEN in my work space. I always used to be the girl who was wayy too hyped about her birthday and it lasted more than a week long. But as I get older, I am started to care less and actually get depressed. I NEED to snap out of it. YOU’RE ONLY 27 MICHELLE. You’re still young. Who cares if you don’t have your life figured out yet. It will all fall into place when its meant to happen.. I know I’m on a positive track, but time still has been feeling like its in a stand still.. Thats why I’ve decided tomorrow is the day my LIFE CHANGES. I’ve decided I am going to wake up a new person tomorrow, have new/realistic goals, and just live life the way it actually should be lived. So I am going to give myself a set of rules and regulations to live by from now on and I am posting them on here who ever feels inspired to try with me. Theres not specific order, I am just typing this out as a reminder for myself.

Michelles Lifestyle Plan 2019

• Take care of your skin
• Brush twice a day and FLOSS. BAKING SODA IS YOURE FRIEND FOR PEARLY WHITES.
• No coffee. TEA ONLY
• Wine on weekends ONLY.
• NO bagels
• Flavored seltzer’s for the win. #LaCroixAllDay
• Make one big batch of soup a week!
• Always have spinach and kale on deck.
• Pescatarian for life.
• Continue to pay off bills, start using a more organized way to keep everything in order.
• NICE WEATHER = GET OFF YOUR ASS AND GO OUTSIDE.
• Run – monday afternoons, thursday afternoons and Friday afterwork
• Sunrise yoga = Tuesdays! on deck or inside.
• Sunset yoga = Wednesdays! on deck or inside.
• SATURDAYS ARE FOR WORK WINE AND CHILLIN
• Sunday morning sleep in!! With a little yoga morning seshh
• ANY RAIN DAYS = A HIIT WORKOUT AT HOME. i run this shit like cardio.
• FOLLOW YOUR DIET AND NEW WAY OF LIVING. DONT BE STUPID, ITS TIME TO LIVE YOUR BEST LIFE, BE YOUR BEST SELF. Do this for you, and only you. MAKE 27 YOUR YEAR. RADIATE GLOW RADIATE LOVE AND YOULL RECEIVE GREAT THINGS!!

The Hot Mess Express Introduction.

So I’ve realized that my career path is the only thing in my life that I am positive about for the most part.. I’m a hair stylist, I have such passion for what I do and my co-workers basically became my second family. After work when they all go home and continue living their own separate happy lives, what the hell am I doing? During the week I live this happy-go-lucky lifestyle during the day, but it feels like I am putting on a show. I go to the salon, have a day full of laughs and come home hoping to find some type of feeling of warmth and love.. I don’t have much excitement to look forward to anymore and it honestly just sucks. My life just has been going around in the same exact clusterf*ck circle for years and years. Yes, things have changed in my life, both drastically and minor. I want to be able to grow from these life experiences, but I always feel stuck.. Like everything around me is moving and I have just been remaining the same as the time passes. I need for something big to happen, a mental change. I want to bring more positivity into my universe for great possibilities. When you think positive, you attract positive. I need to start being my best self, start doing things for myself, start putting my wants and needs first, stop being a lazy ass and START GETTING REAL. It’s time for me to get my sh*t together so I’ve decided to post my journey! My blog is going to consist of my new life. I’m going to be posting recipes, inspiring quotes and lyrics, positive affirmations, and just stuff about my day. This blog is not only for you guys to read, it’s for me to remember exactly what I need.. I need something to look back at all the time to help me remain positive when I get into a depressed funk. My decision to do this and to make it public is to hopefully spread a little positivity and happiness to everyone who comes upon reading it! Thank you and I hope you enjoy.

Whatever you hold in your mind will tend to occur in your life. If you continue to believe as you have always believed, you will continue to act as you have always acted. If you continue to act as you have always acted, you will continue to get what you’ve always gotten. If you want different results in your life, all you have to do is change your mind… “Its all in your mind.”